Just a post dedicated to my bae, Chels.
Guuuurl, if you read this then I fucking adore you. Wow. You are my inspiration. I couldn’t have done this without your support. Whenever times are hard, just picture me cheering you on at the side lines with pom poms looking like a twat! You’re so blooming strong and brave. You’re honestly amazing and I’m so proud of you. You’ve fought so hard, you’re a warrior. I love you, beautiful x x x

Can’t fucking stop crying.
I have nobody.
Nobody gives two fucks about me, I should just kill myself. Not like it would make a difference to anyones life and I would finally be at peace.

How many pills would it take to numb this pain but not kill me? Cqnnot cope.

I feel so fake. Very few people know the real me. People only ever usually get to see the person I pretend to be. People think I’m this brave, happy, care free girl who doesn’t give a shit but really I’n terrified and miserable. Nobody could love the real me and so I put up barriers to protect myself. The real me is a monster. Ugh.

Anonymous: Oh darling no :( You are not a burden, so far from it. Please just stay strong, chin up sweetie. Tomorrow is always another day. Take care <3 

Thank you, lovely. I am a burden though. Hope you’re having a good day.

Wow. So fucking triggered.

Anonymous: I love you 

I love you too

"I like flaws. I think they make things interesting."
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